Simon Novotny - Revision history

Panglossolalia at 03:22, 2 November 2011

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	For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere along the way I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to leave this life in a way that I was comfortable with.		For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere along the way I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to leave this life in a way that I was comfortable with.
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Panglossolalia at 11:09, 1 November 2011

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	For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere along the way I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to leave this life in a way that I was comfortable with.		For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere along the way I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to leave this life in a way that I was comfortable with.
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WalkerJ: /* English translation */ + missing 'I'

2006-06-01T03:31:34Z

English translation: + missing 'I'

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	===English translation===		===English translation===
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	I've long decided that I don't want to live anymore. You'll think I should have continued the therapy, but the fact is, back then when gave my gun away it would have almost happened a number of times.		I've long decided that I don't want to live anymore. You'll think I should have continued the therapy, but the fact is, back then when I gave my gun away it would have almost happened a number of times.

	Towards the end I've been pretty messed up, both psychologically and physically. I hope I get dealt better cards in the next life. I've been contemplating killing myself for a few years since I quit my job.		Towards the end I've been pretty messed up, both psychologically and physically. I hope I get dealt better cards in the next life. I've been contemplating killing myself for a few years since I quit my job.

WalkerJ at 08:28, 18 December 2005

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	"I busted my ass to accomplish something in [[the System]], but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.		"I busted my ass to accomplish something in [[the System]], but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.

	"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the [[cult]] ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."		"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the [[cult]] ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."

	==Transcript of Simon's suicide note==		==Transcript of Simon's suicide note==

WalkerJ: further correction of transcript + translation

2005-12-18T08:28:14Z

further correction of transcript + translation

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	Dä Integration hat mi au schwer zugesetzt vor allem will ich "anders" gsi bin.		Dä Integration hat mi au schwer zugesetzt vor allem will ich "anders" gsi bin.

	Mini panische Soziale phobie hät mi immer quält in dä letzte 4 Jahren fast ununterbrochen. Ich han irgend wann dä Mut ufbracht dä Verschluss & Gewehr & Notmunition gefunde han und ich ha mi gfreut uf die ~~befurn~~ Art und Wiess ~~abzraten~~.		Mini panische Soziale phobie hät mi immer quält in dä letzte 4 Jahren fast ununterbrochen. Ich han irgend wann dä Mut ufbracht dä Verschluss & Gewehr & Notmunition gefunde han und ich ha mi gfreut uf die bequem Art und Wiess abzträten.
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	Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was "different".		Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was "different".

	For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to ~~[undecipherable]~~ that ~~way~~.		For the last 4 years my panicky social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere along the way I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to leave this life in a way that I was comfortable with.
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	[[Category:Current and Former Members]][[Category:Deaths]][[Category:Suicides]]		[[Category:Current and Former Members]][[Category:Deaths]][[Category:Suicides]]

WalkerJ at 08:14, 18 December 2005

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	"I busted my ass to accomplish something in [[the System]], but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.		"I busted my ass to accomplish something in [[the System]], but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.

	"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the [[cult]] ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society ~~was difficult, too~~, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."		"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the [[cult]] ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."

	==Transcript of Simon's suicide note==		==Transcript of Simon's suicide note==

WalkerJ: + correction in transcript & translation

2005-12-18T08:13:32Z

+ correction in transcript & translation

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	Ich hoffe mini Familie gähts gut in Zukunft. Was ich mit 100% sicherheit cha sage d'Sekte hät mi gschlisse und dass ich mich sälber nöd ha chöne akzeptieren.		Ich hoffe mini Familie gähts gut in Zukunft. Was ich mit 100% sicherheit cha sage d'Sekte hät mi gschlisse und dass ich mich sälber nöd ha chöne akzeptieren.

	Dä Integration hat mi au schwer ~~zugeschzt~~ vor allem will ich "anders" gsi bin.		Dä Integration hat mi au schwer zugesetzt vor allem will ich "anders" gsi bin.

	Mini panische Soziale phobie hät mi immer quält in dä letzte 4 Jahren fast ununterbrochen. Ich han irgend wann dä Mut ufbracht dä Verschluss & Gewehr & Notmunition gefunde han und ich ha mi gfreut uf die befurn Art und Wiess abzraten.		Mini panische Soziale phobie hät mi immer quält in dä letzte 4 Jahren fast ununterbrochen. Ich han irgend wann dä Mut ufbracht dä Verschluss & Gewehr & Notmunition gefunde han und ich ha mi gfreut uf die befurn Art und Wiess abzraten.
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	I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the cult ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself.		I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the cult ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself.

	Integrating into society ~~was difficult, too~~, mainly because I was "different".		Integrating into society also took it out of me, mainly because I was "different".

	For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to [undecipherable] that way.		For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly. Somewhere I mustered up the courage, found the lock, gun and ammo, and was happy to [undecipherable] that way.

WalkerJ: + Family names of parents

2005-12-18T08:01:01Z

+ Family names of parents

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	[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (1978-06-16 – 2005-06-14)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (1978-06-16 – 2005-06-14)]]
	[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]
	'''Simon Novotny''' was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].		'''Simon Novotny''' (son of "Abner" and "Mary" Novotny) was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].

	The year before he died he quit his well-paid job and began spending most of his time at home. Nine months later, due to difficulties in getting along in life, he committed himself to a mental institution. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia and began taking prescribed medication.		The year before he died he quit his well-paid job and began spending most of his time at home. Nine months later, due to difficulties in getting along in life, he committed himself to a mental institution. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia and began taking prescribed medication.

Monger: date format

2005-12-12T07:09:52Z

date format

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	[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (~~12/~~16~~/1978~~ – 06/14~~/2005~~)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (1978-06-16 – 2005-06-14)]]
	[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]
	'''Simon Novotny''' was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].		'''Simon Novotny''' was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].

Monger at 06:57, 12 December 2005

2005-12-12T06:57:30Z

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	[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (12/16/1978 – 06/14/2005)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny (12/16/1978 – 06/14/2005)]]
	[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]		[[Image:Simon_novotny_suicide_note.jpg\|thumb\|Simon Novotny's suicide note (Swiss German)]]
	Simon Novotny was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].		'''Simon Novotny''' was raised in [[The Family International]] and left the group in [[1994]] at age 15 when he moved in with his grandparents in [[Switzerland]].

	The year before he died he quit his well-paid job and began spending most of his time at home. Nine months later, due to difficulties in getting along in life, he committed himself to a mental institution. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia and began taking prescribed medication.		The year before he died he quit his well-paid job and began spending most of his time at home. Nine months later, due to difficulties in getting along in life, he committed himself to a mental institution. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia and began taking prescribed medication.
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	In the suicide note he left behind, he stated that he had often contemplated [[:Category:Suicides\|suicide]] in the previous years and came close to acting on those thoughts a number of times.		In the suicide note he left behind, he stated that he had often contemplated [[:Category:Suicides\|suicide]] in the previous years and came close to acting on those thoughts a number of times.

	"I busted my ass to accomplish something in the System, but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.		"I busted my ass to accomplish something in [[the System]], but had no endurance", wrote Simon of his life after the Family.

	"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the cult ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society was difficult, too, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."		"I hope my family will be well in the future. What I can say with 100% certainty is that the [[cult]] ruined me, and that I wasn’t able to accept myself. Integrating into society was difficult, too, mainly because I was 'different'. For the last 4 years my social phobia has continually tormented me—almost relentlessly."

	===Transcript of Simon's suicide note===		==Transcript of Simon's suicide note==
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	Ich han mi scho längst entschiede, dass ich nümmer will wieter läbe. Ihr werdet dänke ich hät mit der Behandlig wieterfahren sole, tatsach isch damals als ich mien Gewehr abgeh han wars scho mehrmals fast passiert.		Ich han mi scho längst entschiede, dass ich nümmer will wieter läbe. Ihr werdet dänke ich hät mit der Behandlig wieterfahren sole, tatsach isch damals als ich mien Gewehr abgeh han wars scho mehrmals fast passiert.
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	===~~Translation~~===		===English translation===
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	I've long decided that I don't want to live anymore. You'll think I should have continued the therapy, but the fact is, back then when gave my gun away it would have almost happened a number of times.		I've long decided that I don't want to live anymore. You'll think I should have continued the therapy, but the fact is, back then when gave my gun away it would have almost happened a number of times.